Familiar 熟悉

木已 Muyi

I went from someone who never refused others to become someone who only knows how to say no.

从一个从不拒绝别人的人，变成只会拒绝别人的我

All hope has vanished; they just want me to kneel down and beg them.

所有的希望都消失了，他们只要我跪下来求求他们

Confidence, pride, reputation,

自信 面子 名声

All gone, leaving only disappointment in people.

全都不见了，只剩下对人们失望

Distrustful hatred, distrustful love,

不信任的恨，不信任的爱

All the blame falls on me; I'm not a gentleman.

所有都痛痛怪在我的身上，我不是个绅士

But I am a good person; they forced me to become a devil.

但我是个好人，是他们逼我变成魔鬼

Becoming someone different, there's no turning back now.

变成了一个特别的人，不能再回头

Time is running out, I just want to get off work quickly.

时间不够，我就想要快点下班

Please don't bother me anymore; I have too much work.

请不要再来烦我了，我工作太多

Your attitude is bad; I don't want to help others anymore.

你态度不好，我不想帮别人了

Because I feel very disappointed, I never learn how to love someone.

因为我感到很失望，总是学不会如何爱一个人

This is the laughter from the adults, and I have already gotten used to it.

这是来自大人们的嘲笑声，我也已经习惯了

The hidden suffering is always behind the smile; if you don't like to smile, then don't.

看不见的苦总是藏在笑容里，如果不喜欢笑那就不要笑

But I can't control myself; this emotion is very special.

但我却控制不了我自己，这种情绪很特别

My name is a useless man, who cares which department he comes from.

我名字叫没有用的男人，谁管他来自什么部门

No one cares, and no one wants to marry me.

没有人在乎，也没有人想要和我结婚

Alone till old age, working hard all along, but lacking a woman's love.

孤独到老，一直努力工作，却没有女人的爱

They took away my luck, leaving only courage.

他们抢走我的运气，只剩下勇气

I'm too lazy to compete with them; I'm just wasting my time.

懒得跟他们争夺，只不过在浪费我的时间而已

I like to read, especially horror novels.

我喜欢看书，尤其是恐怖小说

Kids fantasize about killing everyone with a gun.

孩子拿着一把枪幻想着把所有人通通杀光

Such bloody stories can comfort me.

这种血腥的故事能够安慰我

I don't need the comfort of others; I can comfort myself.

我不需要别人的安慰，我可以安慰我自己

I have the ability to live, and I don't want to waste time.

我有能力活着，也不想浪费时间

Wasted all the efforts of yesterday, just want to see your smile.

浪费昨天所有的努力，只想要看到你的笑容

Please don't pity me, don't consider being with me.

请不要可怜我，也不要考虑和我在一起

The hot blood in my heart hasn't changed; it's still the heart that loves you.

心中的热血还是没有变，还是那种爱着你的心

This flavor belongs to you; I don't care about anyone else.

这个味道是属于你的，别人我不在乎

Whether you have children or not, whether you're happy or not,

不管你有没有孩子，不管你幸不幸福

It's all none of my concern now; tears fall.

所有一切都与我无关了，眼泪掉了下来

At this moment, I'm still alone; I've completed my mission.

这一刻还是孤独的，我已经完成我的任务了

I won't wipe your tears anymore; it's not my task.

不再为你擦眼泪了，这不是我的任务

I don't want to care anymore, and please don't lie to me again.

我不想管了，也不要再骗我了

I enjoy writing songs for someone, putting all the words I want to say into the lyrics.

我喜欢一个人写歌，把所有想说的话写在歌词里

I don't care if it sounds good or not, I'll give you what you want.

不在乎好听还是不好听，你想要的我都给你

My level is too low, I can't play with you.

我的等级很低，不能和你一起玩

Enough time, I need to return to the future.

时间够了，我也要回去未来了

Don't bother reading my boring lyrics; no one's singing them anyway.

别再看我无聊的歌词了，反正也没有人唱出来

Taking care of everything, but neglecting myself.

照顾所有一切，却忽略了我自己

Laughing, crying,

笑了 哭了

It's still the same, leaving me with shadows.

还是一样，给我留下了阴影

I gave you all my love, yet you want me to stay away from you.

所有的爱，我都给你了，你却要我离你远点

The helpless pain, even after fifty years, can't be healed.

这种无奈的痛，就算过了五十年也治疗不了

My mind is filled with you, your presence, your smile.

满脑子都是你，你的样子，你的笑容

Uncontrollable emotions, how do I solve them?

控制不了的感情，要怎么解决

The ending of the story is always so sad, and I've grown used to it.

故事的结局永远都很悲伤，也习惯了

Crying alone at night, this feeling is very familiar.

一个人在夜里哭泣，这种感受很熟悉