Lullaby

木已 Muyi

Under the moonlight, we cry, no one's comfort, only you by my side,

You are the one I've conjured, I don't know where the meaning of life resides.

They always like wars, but I prefer peace,

Hope lost in my eyes, watching them chat endlessly, watching them chat endlessly...

I hope for the emergence of light.

Too many mistakes in my life, can't escape them, time slipping away,

I keep playing the piano, howling this song, hoping tomorrow will be different, hoping tomorrow will be different.

Hu~ Don't want to wake up, don't want to wake up.

After downing one beer and then another, I look at the clock; it's already 1 AM,

I don't want to go home because there's no one waiting for me there.

The black night makes me weary; I don't want to do anything, just want to disappear.

Work is always a source of scolding; learning to run away isn't shameful,

But where is the meaning of life?

They always say we should learn to be happy, but how do we learn?

The pale expression reveals a sense of helplessness towards this world; they don't want to bother anymore.

No goals, no loved ones, what else do they have left?

In a bookstore, on deserted streets,In a pitch-black room,

Emotions gone awry, songs no one hears,Dirty hands,

Playing the violin, everything,Perhaps, just an illusion.

After graduation, the helplessness,The future of life, slowly fading away.

In the time of a poem, his clothes are all wet,

Another person's company, yet he remains lonely.

But so what? It doesn't matter anymore.It doesn't matter anymore.

When it comes to emotions, he always lacks confidence,From the past to the present, his heart remains lonely.

He doesn't want to speak too much nonsense,He just wants to be alone in quiet.

A song can help him stay calm,It's merely a form self-comfort.

Some pain can't be put into lyrics,Every day, he wants to lie in bed and do nothing.

The sunlight, like poison, constantly invades his world,

Is this world destined to always be like this?

Many sins on his shoulders remain unrelieved,He continues to keep silent.

Breathing can be painful,Fear slowly approaches us, saying "I've had enough of all this" in different ways.

Let me continue to be alone in peace, don't wake me up.

There are too many things happening, I can't solve them all.

The candle melts quickly, just like time passing swiftly.

They didn't give us time to prepare for the happiness we wanted.

The lessons they've taught me, I'll always remember, That's my reward,

That's my prize.