I am a monster

木已 Muyi

I am a monster, I am a freak

I prefer solitude, not crowds

Quietness is not my nature

I simply enjoy a life undisturbed

They don't understand, they don't comprehend

Always looking at me with strange eyes

I am a monster, I am a freak

They dislike me because I am unique

I was born this way and never thought to change

I am myself, I am a monster

I am a monster, I am a monster

I am a freak, a mental freak

I don't need their love

I am used to all the loneliness

All of this they gave to me

I am used to it, they gave it to me

This is who I am, they gave it to me

Hatred has become familiar, love is worthless

I don't need those fake emotions

I am a monster, I am a freak

No one can understand because I am a monster, I am a freak

In the dark room, there's only me

Yet I feel so peaceful

Hehehehaha

I am a monster, a monster

I am a freak, a freak

I don't like their likes

I don't need their understanding

I am a monster, I am a freak

I don't need their understanding

I just like being alone

I don't need their pity

I have long been accustomed to being alone

Please stay away, don't come near me

If you don't like me

That's just how the world is

I am used to it, used to it

I don't need anyone's closeness

I am this way because of you

You created me this way

I am used to it, used to everything

I have fallen in love, fallen in love with everything

I have gone crazy, I am dead

I am no longer who I was

I am a monster, I am a freak

Written down word by word

I am a monster, I am a freak

So you understand I'm not normal

I am a monster, I am a monster

A monster without emotions

Falling down, unable to climb back up

No one's help

Hehehe, I am used to it

Darkness codes my heart

My heart is dead

No forgiveness from anyone

I don't need any of it

I am used to being alone

Because I am a monster, I am a freak

Every word, every sentence hurts

I am used to it, I have accepted it

Accepted that I am a repulsive monster

I am a monster, I am a monster

I don't need to resist being called that by others

I don't need it, I don't need it

I don't need it, I don't need it