I am a monster 我是怪物

木已 Muyi

我是怪物，我是怪胎

I am a monster, I am a freak

我喜欢独处，不喜欢人多

I prefer solitude, not crowds

安静不是我的本性

Quietness is not my nature

我只是比较喜欢不被打扰的生活

I simply enjoy a life undisturbed

他们不明白，他们不理解

They don't understand, they don't comprehend

总是用奇怪的眼神看着我

Always looking at me with strange eyes

我是怪物，我是怪胎

I am a monster, I am a freak

他们不喜欢我因为我独特

They dislike me because I am unique

我生来如此，也不曾想过更改

I was born this way and never thought to change

我是我自己，我就是怪物

I am myself, I am a monster

我是怪物，我是怪物

I am a monster, I am a monster

我是怪胎，一个精神上的怪胎

I am a freak, a mental freak

我才不需要他们的爱

I don't need their love

我习惯了所有的孤独

I am used to all the loneliness

这些都是他们给我的

All of this they gave to me

我习惯了，是他们给的

I am used to it, they gave it to me

这就是我，是他们给的

This is who I am, they gave it to me

恨已经习惯了，爱是个废物

Hatred has become familiar, love is worthless

我不需要那些虚伪的感情

I don't need those fake emotions

我是怪物，我是怪胎

I am a monster, I am a freak

无人能理解我因为我是怪物，我是怪胎

No one can understand because I am a monster, I am a freak

黑暗的房间里只有我

In the dark room, there's only me

我却感到如此安心

Yet I feel so peaceful

呵呵哈哈哈哈

Hehehehaha

我是怪物，怪物

I am a monster, a monster

我是怪胎，怪胎

I am a freak, a freak

不喜欢他们的喜欢

I don't like their likes

不需要他们的理解

I don't need their understanding

我是怪物，我是怪胎

I am a monster, I am a freak

不需要他们的理解

I don't need their understanding

我就是喜欢一个人呆着

I just like being alone

不需要他们的可怜

I don't need their pity

我早已习惯了一个人

I have long been accustomed to being alone

请走开，不要靠近我

Please stay away, don't come near me

如果你不喜欢我的话

If you don't like me

世界就是这样的

That's just how the world is

我也习惯了，习惯了

I am used to it, used to it

不需要任何人的靠近

I don't need anyone's closeness

我就是这样一个人

I am this way because of you

是你们养成的我

You created me this way

是你们造成现在的我

You created who I am now

我习惯了，习惯了所有

I am used to it, used to everything

我爱上了，爱上了所有

I have fallen in love, fallen in love with everything

我是疯了，也死了

I have gone crazy, I am dead

也不是原来的我了

I am no longer who I was

我是怪物，我是怪胎

I am a monster, I am a freak

一字一字写了下来

Written down word by word

我是怪物，我是怪胎

I am a monster, I am a freak

让你们明白我不是个正常人

So you understand I'm not normal

我是怪物，我是怪物

I am a monster, I am a monster

没有感情的怪物

A monster without emotions

掉了下来，爬不上去

Falling down, unable to climb back up

没有人的帮助

No one's help

呵呵，我也习惯了

Hehehe, I am used to it

黑暗蔓延我的心

Darkness codes my heart

我的心是死的

My heart is dead

没有人的原谅

No forgiveness from anyone

我通通都不需要

I don't need any of it

我习惯了一个人

I am used to being alone

因为我是怪物，我是怪胎

Because I am a monster, I am a freak

字字句句的伤害

Every word, every sentence hurts

早已习惯，早已接受

I am used to it, I have accepted it

接受了我是个讨人厌的怪物

Accepted that I am a repulsive monster

我是怪物，我是怪物

I am a monster, I am a monster

不需要反抗别人这么称呼我

I don't need to resist being called that by others

不需要，不需要

I don't need it, I don't need it

不需要，不需要

I don't need it, I don't need it